For a negative person I’ve been very positive lately.  I guess because things have been good.  Cruising along nicely.  Haven’t had to think about anything too much!Martin comes home on Wednesday, or is it Thursday?  I’m beginning to get anxious about it, apprehensive.  Everytime he goes home he comes back all strange, I guess that’s kinda inevitable, but things were going so well between us before he left.  I’m sure it won’t be the same though.  *sighs*  I just want us to try again, to give it a shot.  I know I have to make a decision, it’s been 8 months and while I’m not sitting at home doing nothing, I’m not exactly getting over him in a great hurry.  I don’t want to get over him.  He is the love of my life, how do you get over that?I’ve been thinking, for me this is bad.  Fen and thinking are not a great combination.  At the moment selling my apartment and moving overseas seems wonderous.  Until I think about it!  What do I do with the cats?  My furniture?  Where would I live?  With who?See what I mean…I think too much.I just need to do this.  I have to live overseas and experience it all before I get old and crusty and grumpier!  That day is coming, fast.


~ by Fen on September 18, 2004.

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